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"I had experienced sleep paralysis and suicidal thoughts."
I was in a serious debt and the only way to clear it was to rob a jewelry shop, there was no other solution for me but to commit this crime. I grew up seeing my family in chaos, my mother and stepfather were always fighting, damaging things in the house due to betrayal. Police were called to the house from time to time just to check and make sure everything was safe for me and my younger brother. That continued up to the point when they separated. The separation caused my mot


"I tried to end my life several times."
Ever since I was a child, it was clear to me that I was born from my father's extramarital affair. I grew up with his legal family and my half-brothers and sisters, and they never made me feel that I didn't belong. But whenever I was alone or with my friends, I couldn't help comparing myself to them because they grew up in their own family, unlike me. It produced fear in me that they might judge me or misunderstand me. Whenever I was alone, insecurity grew inside me, and


"I felt worthless and depressed."
My dad was an alcoholic. I remember one night when I was asleep, he dragged me out of bed and started fighting me. He took all of his anger, aggression, and frustration out on me, and I felt completely helpless. We never sat together as a family to eat. Because there was no peace, joy and tranquility at home, I had to find it somewhere else. That was when I started to involve myself with criminal activities, going out with friends, and being around of people that were bad inf


"I went through a life of suffering."
I went through a life of suffering. It all started when I was five years old, when my sister and I contracted measles. I survived, but my sister passed away. After that, my father was never able to accept what had happened. He became physically abusive toward my mother and me, especially when he was drunk. His anger toward me became so intense that, at one point, he nearly killed me. As a child, I thought that kind of behavior was normal. But as I grew older, I began to und


"I almost died in a battle with another faction."
I got involved in drug trafficking at the age of 22. I joined the drug trade, not out of necessity but out of curiosity. I started smoking cannabis and I used other types of drugs. I started taking part in turf wars and in other slums. Until I was already very deep into trafficking and crime, my photo ended up at the police station, I went on the run and was constantly being called in by the police. There came a time that I almost died in a battle with another faction. Actual
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